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Tuesday, 8 November 2011

Blacks and Repression.

Blacks and Repression.
Friday 28 October 2011
i have been kept tormented, repressed and confined to the use of the  implants throughout my life,  where i am arguing against them dealing with there presence in my head. As an organization they are bound to keep me repressed preventing me from doing anything about the implants or there presence.

As blacks they have it in for me, saying it is because i send China, and are​intent on keeping me repressed until i get married, but i argue that it is for rest of my life. There motives are the same as whites, same as an organization, same as the corridors of power, where they want to cover up the implants the experiments on ​humans.
The proof of being repressed,can be inferred from not having any money or jobs or friend or an social life for over 20 years. i do what i can to work and earn money, to get better jobs, to become skilled, but the conspiracy has made my life difficult. They want me to fail in all of my endeavors.
Circumstances do conspire where natural reasons allows them to explain things away ​​where i am now to old to get an career, or not skilled enough for the position, and so on. ​ i have been unsuccessful academically, career wise and with my social life, no matter what i do or how hard i work, because one is kept tormented and conspired against. 
i have been unable to much earn money, where i am skilled on laptops,networks and IT, but unable to further that career, or stay on top of things where i need to payee attention to there presence in ones head. suffix to say I am prevented from progressing from within the simplest of employments of filling shelves. Obviously my academic progress is prevented, disturbing me out of progressing any further with my computer studies.
They are watching my every move, and conspire to waste my time, where they know what one is doing at any one time and some how moving against things or making sure that circumstances conspire against one.  That one is kept disturbed, distracted either by the phone, or door or there presence in ones head where one is unable to get an flow going. That one forgets to being tormented hence unable to plan or organize my time. 
Events could be normal but it could be very much planed, and they do want me to pace up and down smoke and argue against them to change my mind or thoughts of them. Suffix to say i am at home yet my progress is at an stand still,  they are using the implants to make my life difficult, slowing down the brain forcing me to forget things to messing up my hands and written work, whilst unsure but are hindering the brain and mind.​

i have been forced out of university to drop reading chemistry and to deal with there presence but they will prevent me from gaining any further skills, making it difficult to get anywhere in life, even though one has reverted to being self taught they are still able to make ones difficult of not impossible where ones time is taken up to one being tormented and forced to deal with insanity. 
​​​There intentions to keep me repressed means it is difficult for me get an job,let alone a well paid job whilst any job that i do manage to get is confronted with difficulties, whether that is implants or otherwise. where they are able to make my life difficult, either  by messing with ones mind to ​preventing me from sleeping, making sure that one is late for work that one forgets things, to being pressured, and unsettled.  
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i do work hard but expected to give up, and rebel against this conspiracy, where people want me angry to be mental. Blacks and others  are looking to argue against me to have something on me, to force one to go mental and to do something wrong, to be wrong. Where i am an Human guinea pig and that is what i should be dealing with.

They argue in ones head against ones thoughts ones mentality, wanting to know why i read or study, or write or go to work or why i am not worried or scared or saying there is no point to what you do, or saying there is no point in writing that nobody is going read it. that they prefer to talk to one but i argue it is better to have things written down and for them to read where i will not recall whilst implants will hinder any conversions.
They want one of character whom is thick, dumb, and talks a lot and mouthy, to looking for trouble and being trouble to being wrong hence guilty, where one is arguing against them a lot and dealing with there presence. They will not get out of ones head until one is of character, or insane or mental.
They want me of character very much the opposite of my true identity, wantingme to be lazy, thick and dumb, an liar, and poor,  whom does not want to workor study or read or progress, or get anywhere in life, with no ambition or future to having no directions in life, as opposed to being ​conspired against. ​They argue that i do not know what i am doing.
​​​They look and create mistakes, where nobody is perfect, to pressuring me into mistakes. Issues can be brought about by designed, but can also be normal, where i am not able to sleep at night, forcing me to be late for work, and to fall asleep at work, or on they way home.To smoking and drinking too much tea, to getting figures wrong when stock taking, to forgetting important points to the control over the brain forcing errors to misreading numbers or forgetting my passwords, or not hearing properly, and typing and spelling errors. To them being in ones head and toying around with that which is going on.  
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I would often be dealing with them in my head, arguing against them, where they pressure me into marriage and doing my head in where ​​they are pressuring me out of work. ​They want me to do menial task, to labor away to be small, where i should be rich and famous, intelligent and recognized. i should be doing important and challenging work, but they want me to feel small and to push trolly's about. 
​​I was not to bothered with doing such task, i have to start somewhere, and i was earning money just needing to step up the mark so as to climb the ladder. whist i am not aware of what the conspiracy is doing, i assume they are doing something but that would become evident as i begin to get control of my own life and alas they move against me by becoming very hostile with the implants. 
They do have it in for me,  and that is not going to change and they will just find more reasons to cause me problems. including ​having to fight against  whites and therefor they want money whilst wanting me ​​wasted because i am bound to become rich and famous and they do not want that where they are blamed for this.
They get nothing out of this and wanting something out of this or for me to waste, to be stuck and to need there help. Whilst i do blame, them and want them on trial and found guilty of conspiracy and events, ​where they use implants all the time, and just as guilty as whites but they just want whites  blamed whilst having it in for me and wanting me finished. 

They want whites to payee for this but have never brought about an case, the rest is just insanity and mind games, where they are causing me harm and making sure that i am cost-ed or to payee for this, that i lose out. They accuse me of making deals of being in this with whites, where i am considered moreintelligent then blacks, hence they want me considered insane, and making sure that the nation consider me insane. ​
They want me considered thick and kept repressed, wanting to steal my thoughts my ​intelligence and to be considered cleverer themselves, to knowing better then me and to manage my life. Perhaps stealing my fame and fortune, to the perks of life. ​They want to compete against me over my ideas, sidetracking issues away from an case against them, that of an conspiracy to drive me insane. 
They will argue that whites do not like you, that whites are to blame that whites want to keep me repressed, and to come them. they argue that whites are not ​interested in you, and do not want to recognize you. as blacks they mean to use my own thoughts and case notes to argue there racial points, where they want me bound to them. they argue that whites will recognize blacks and Asians for ones genius but not me because they have it in for me as given by implants.  
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Asians argue that my work is considered Asian, hence claiming it as there own and want to continue with the progress of ones ideas to using such arguments to torment me to wind me up where they insist on marriage or they will take things away, asking  me what i will do for money wanting me to find a job, to earn money, wanting me to payee the bills, advising me to get married and they will make an deal of an million pounds. They offer to assist me and to help me where they will help me learn the skills i need to continue with my research. That is what i have planed for when i get out of this insanity. 
 
IT is debatable as to whether my work is the stuff of genius, it is just the way of putting value to thoughts, to ones mind where they want to steal my thoughts. ​My theories need a lot of work and perhaps there is potential in the ideas but i am kept repressed, whilst they want stay down there, and winding me up over taking such ideas as ​there own, ​​leaving me with for insanity.
i am to go mad where i have to play catch up with all aspects of my life from my social life academic life, and career wise, this inferiority is going to be used to steal ones genius, where again i will be playing catch up to my own work and ideas. They argue wanting me to just research on AIDs and HIV, which is rejected, where they want all of my other ideas. Arguing as to whether my thoughts are my own, ​and wanting me to prove that such ideas are my own.
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They argue to want to help me to guide me to knowing better them me, but they are just Psychopaths  want to stay in this position this control of one to  run ones life, to manage ones life, ​where they know my mind, my interest, they also know that i have to re-learn everything, from insanity. 
This is about me as one person against Asians, blacks and,  whites or as everyone against me. They have arranged things so that nobody is supposedto listen to me, which just keeps all aspects of the Truth repressed. ​It works with whites wanting to hear from Asians and Blacks as to there concerns, whilst i am supposed to be bound to Asians and whatever they say and want,  hence nobody will listen to me regarding this conspiracy or implants or this insanity, with all such concerns being kept repressed. 

Implants allowing them to question my mentality, to my very individuality as to why i would ​choose ​to go with white women. They will argue agaisnt the choices and decisions that i make saying it is white and so on, not wanting anyone to listen to me, saying i have no choice in matters. ​​​​They as blacks do not want me doing anything for rest of my life, but that is conspiracy maybe the it is because i will prove there guilt. 
They have conspired against my individuality hence they will dismiss all that is individual about one, and anything that i say, and needing to do so where i would accuse them and i know they are guilty, but blacks are the same as thatorganization, they also want to dismiss anything that i say, and want to goagainst what i ever do and think.  ​Ones mind, ​the ​truth is kept repressed.
Psychopaths have the ​​run of play, and it is an conspiracy of insanity, ​​they toy around with my mind, my life, and with human nature. They know everything i know, and know what whites know, and what Asians know, and what ever everyone else knows and it is game as to what they think and that which they all know where the truth is conspired against. Alas the truth is insanity. 
They play mind game as what i think, and that which i know and what i can prove, and whom too. They toy around with human nature as to what everyone else thinks, to what they know, and what they want them to know, and what am i going to do about this conspiracy.Perhaps an renowned logic can be used, hence if you know and i know they know you know, i know they know, they know you know and i know that they know etc etc etc Funny.  ​
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Repression is also given by intelligence, by my genius where i should have got somewhere in life, i should be recognized where they know my every thought they are watching my every move, hence they should recognize me for that which i do.  Alas they have it in for me hence i am not recognized. They want to keep me repressed for the rest of my life, hence taking my genius as there own, thus will continue to keep me repressed where they need to get away this. Making sure the damage is done, that i go insane, that the brilliant mind is damaged, by shouting, using sounds, tones and unsettling the brain. 
They use the implants to cause me damage wanting to make sure that i am unable to know my own mind, hence bringing question as to whether my thoughts are my own, and who's thoughts are who's where they are poisoning up my mind, to being rubbish and thick, and forcing thickness there own illogical reasoning into my life. ​They will argue that i can not prove anything and can not have things both ways, where i will not be allowed to choose which thoughts are mine and which are not.  i will argue and claim my thoughts as my own, separate that which they have poisoned me with.  ​I will accuse them of setting me up with war games,  to using implants to drive me insane, to know my thoughts to steal my mind, to conspire against me. ​​They are intent on keeping me repressed. ​
Ones genius is spent dealing with them all in my head, and not allowed to do anything, where they are against me studying, progressing, or doing anything in life, and the mean to keep my mind repressed. Many experiments exist torepress the mind including, shouting in my head, to using fear or humiliation to putting me off what ever i am doing. The lack of sleep, head aches and blocks on the brain can repress the mind or block up my brain. There presence to there constant pressure, represses the mind, to there insanity on marriage which ​occupies my head, my mind, they are not allowing me to consider anything else other then there want for marriage,  hence keeping my mind repressed.
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Blacks and Asians are causing that harm, preventing me from progressing in any shape or form where my academic progress is bashed out of my head. they just want it as keeping me ​sexually repressed, and not ​wanting me considered clever or recognized. ​The lack of sleep slows my mind down, to not being able to get my thoughts together, or consider​ matters.  They use of the implants to repress my mind my thoughts and also doing so by mentally torturing me into marriage. 

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